That’s the best way to be. I hope your “hell” does improve. It’s great to get away from everyday life with our hobbies. I also have my son as an escape and really enjoy hanging with him and his girlfriend. He’s very much interested in the stuff I am and also becoming a great guitarist.I don't for one second believe we live in a simulation. For my part... I live in hell. So I just try to find whatever joy I can and live my life the best way I can.
Ben